Sometimes I feel as if I'm not worth anything. I have no purpose, and I don't even know why I'm here. I wish I knew what I was here for. I just want to know who is here for me. Who I could make smile, or who really makes me smile. I know who makes me smile but my mother doesn't approve of him. And it's sad because I always talk to him. He can be my reason to smile. Some days he isn't though.